
It is beautiful up here on the summit of Plover Hill. I have never been anywhere like it.
Icicles have formed around each blade of grass, frozen in place by the wind. Millions of ice jewels catch the sunlight, creating a glittering carpet of diamonds and daggers. The landscape is completely still, except for the occasional croak of a raven. Jason and I are alone here at the summit and we have this enchanted space to ourselves for a couple of hours as we make our way over to neighbouring Pen-y-ghent mountain.
Up here, I reflect on how much has changed. Just a few years ago, I wouldn’t have been able to climb this mountain without pain. A few years before that, I wouldn’t have even attempted it. Now, I know I could do it again tomorrow if I wanted to. The simple commitment I made at one of our online retreats two years ago changed everything for me, enabling me to not just heal my body but transform my entire way of being.
Today is Friday, once unimaginable as a day away from my laptop as I believed work always had to come first. But now, I make sure I prioritise play before work, which is something I have been working on for many years on my spiritual path. And because I have changed my priorities and worked through my blocks, I’m here, witnessing this rare and perfect spectacle. If I had waited until the weekend, I would have missed it as clouds are forecast to roll in, obscuring the view and the light. Some moments in life can’t be postponed.
Meeting the edge

Pen-y-ghent, which adjoins Plover Hill, is a Celtic name meaning “the hill on the edge”. What’s intriguing isn’t why it was given this name, but why it has never changed. All the other mountains in the Yorkshire Dales have been renamed since Celtic times, some holding Norse names and others Anglo-Saxon. Pen-y-ghent has kept its ancient identity.
Up here, I have met my own edges, too. Last year, this was the site of my first solo mountain walk - a challenge that led me to overcoming my fears and opened up a whole new level of freedom for me. Today, I face a different kind of edge: a problem that has been swirling in my mind consuming my thoughts. But as I reach the summit, I finally realise that I am getting caught up in someone else’s drama and make the decision to step away. From that moment, my nervous system relaxes and my head finally clears.
The necessity of taking time out

Taking time for ourselves is essential, especially in spiritual work. In a world moving at breakneck speed, pausing to reflect is more crucial than ever. Without time out for ourselves, we can’t hope to make the changes our souls are calling us to make.
It is only in this moments, pausing from the everyday, that we can tune in with our spirit guides in the Otherworld and hear the wisdom that resides in nature. In these moments we can receive guidance and clarify what we truly want from life.
We can do this at any time of year, but early spring carries a special energy. As the Earth awakens, so can we. Slowly, gently, we emerge - just like the first flowers, just like the first birdsong of the season.
The challenge of focus

One of the biggest challenges people face today is maintaining focus. Creating space to receive spiritual guidance is essential if we want to stay aligned with our path rather than being swept off course by distractions.
Yet, our attention is constantly being pulled in different directions, making it harder than ever to carve out time for ourselves. And setting boundaries, prioritising personal growth, and saying no to others demands can feel indulgent. But it is crucial that we do create this space for ourselves. Without focus, gaining clarity on the next step on our path in life becomes incredibly difficult.


Thanks for your insight Nicola keep your blogs coming !
Ah, thanks Lisa!!
How much there is to see, if we only look for it. Your beautiful descriptions and photographs, I can almost taste the ice in the air. The example you set, from tried and trusted ways of letting go of things that are holding us back 'because we have to get this done now' is such an inspiration for those of us who aren't stopping to take a better path. We are fortunate enough to have you in our lives and gently leading the way to a better way.I am once more away tending to business in Cumbria, and following previous advice from the Tribe I can see bits of greenery where I thought there was none, even if it is some weeds by the back door and one solitary snowdrop I recall from last year that doesn't have a flower even as a bud yet. So, instead of getting on with busy, yesterday I drove out to see flocks of snowdrops (flocks?) beside the lanes and stopped to touch them, and speak with them, and today, missing badly the scent of anything 'green' I purchased a bunch of flowers just because they smelt of greenery and for now are living (I am not one for cut flowers but… in the middle of town…) And I also stopped for a while beside a holly bush and held it for a while thinking of it's protection. It's a small start but whilst I have to be here this week , I know I must stop for a nature fix in any way I can. And I am having this evening off from 'busy' to catch up on all the Buzzard things I've missed over the past week. Many Blessings to you for bringing all this wisdom to our attention, especially those of us who just press on when really we should stop and breathe, and just Be, but are learning.
This is so marvellous to hear you are taking this time Anny, and noticing. I love the description of flocks of snowdrops. I was enjoying looking at flocks of them on my walk through Warton – they are so beautiful aren’t they.
Wow! Such beautiful writing and a story that resonates deeply with me. I have ADHD and therefore my mind is always busy – however, since a forced retirement, I do exactly what you said (and try not to feel the guilt) – taking time out to walk in the woods, meditate, appreciate the beauty and the tranquility around me and even sometimes decadently have a bath in the middle of the day! I carve out time to work on my foundling life coaching business helping others, like me, step off the hamster wheel in my mind and in the physical world! I'd love to join you and experience this online retreat. Thank you
Your work is so important Jacquie and I am made up you are bringing this support to others. I can relate to share you say about the guilt – that conditioning to always be productive runs pretty deep eh. That is so great to hear you are coming along to Ignite the Spark 🙂
A lovely journey to the summit with you! I particularly love what textural hanks of woolliness the rocks/icicles have contrived together in your image.
In my own trip to the Pennines, I had often wondered why Pen-y-Ghent sounded Welsh. Now I know – and what a rich translation! As an edge-player too, I feel an especial warmth in that, despite the icicles and frost.
Thank you for your clear vision and the clarity that you share with us. It's been a joy to witness the development of The Way of the Buzzard, and each of you!
Ah thank you Kathy, and it has been a real honour to be on this journey with you 🙂 Yes, I love the meaning of Pen-y-ghent too.
Thank you so much nicola for your insights. I have signed up for ignite the spark although I can't attend in person, unless of course things change, but I wanted access to the replay. I so enjoyed bare necessities a few years ago, I can't wait for this one. Thank you for all you and Jason do on our behalf. Love and blessings to you both ❤️
Ah, thank you Kim for your thanks 🙂 That is great to see you have signed up for Ignite the Spark. It compliments Bear Necessities so well, as it is at the opposite end of the year as we emerge our of winter rather than dropping into winter. It will be great to share this with you 🙂
Hi Nicola, you write so beautifully and I feel inspired! Looking forward to Ignite the Spark this weekend, sending love ❤️
Ah, thank you Sue! I am really touched by your feedback and delighted we are sharing Saturday together 🙂